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今日的事真巧妙~~(好像有些語病)

CHEM:因為說左個suggestion所以令老師解左4個字...sorry啦同學仔s...
今天只有英文堂有fishing...可喜可賀...
不過個quiz就做得嘛嘛...因為仲好sleepy下...
之後physic因為英文堂所以冇事
不過在exit的時候又因為玩gag筆比sina串...佢串開人ga la...
then為了「面子問題」唯有同janz說明爛gag是什麼了
再為後的中文堂我仲有心情串tim sleeping...比黃ryan一語道爆&仲問我why today唔sleep
之後成堂有half都係D常識...又有D repeat...
不過根叔好威喎，62分...仲要佢個篇report copy曬比大家...MS又46/50 low(不過我唔係MS人)

之後等食飯
因為money問題同Ronald, 長洲寬 & cosplay雄去左椰林閣食，實以為唔會見到熟人(因為the large都唔會去E度食)，但等待位置期間又見到七俠五義，仲要多左Felix和tim*,所以我認為本班的value balance和colonization balance又有分別啦~不過對我這個冷酷的人來說，也不是怎樣~~最好就唔好affect到我就得啦(開始爆錯野添～開始不安...)其實E個reconfiguation一早都expect到啦，不過好似對謝倫兄的effect最大。
所謂我命一波三折者，是也
最後又要back school去上無聊的PE堂。麥Lok在change room玩high spray...倫中左...
之後跑左四圈, 因為冇野好玩(我一向都唔打basketball和football)所以只好hea左一會，再去打羽毛球。(本來有個「顯」, 不過後來disassambled左)
不過事後發現我都唔係好無聊，因為仲有Dhihi係到do nothing，可能talk only都似~~
最後長洲hurt到手...唉...
victor貓D技術好有背景下...
仲有2個以前舊生來了...有一個仲有打badmonton tim

then放學。

成班""""p"er"fect"""係到...都唔知點...
雨天操場就有嗰D兄弟姊妹take photo...
再之後回家shower...



人名更新, 原來某某有n咁多個花名，serious D又真係可以數到好多個出來，謂之「是褔不是禍，是禍躲不過」也。計有: 波X貓(譯音哥斯拉), AXXXX, 最新百神-K。由此發現某某之某名之多之奇，但也出現了Felix的點石成金之題名手法，而且名名有出處，果然是smart boy。

本日事實就此，本人也就說到這裏了。

Now it still has no flowers, but I don't care how it looks, I just care how it really is. It is a great plant.

「在心底的最深處，我不知怎的好像很痛很痛。
苦，落得不知如何。
我知道，我不是一個會和別人談心事的人，你也不要問好了。」

可以再說幾句。
為什麼有苦痛？那是因為我心中有一根柴，這根是矛盾之柴。我每天在做着自相矛盾的事情，口不對心。可是我外表卻是一臉自得和自負，別人還以為我是一個和別人很有距離感的人。
不知是為什麼，我又說了很多話，又矛盾起來了。
我不想，再一直的作假的開心，可是我根本是一個自以為不同於人的'、神經質的理想主義者...

聰明的讀者們，我一直在想什麼，你聽的聰明高尚思想找到了答案沒有？

對於我來說未來不但是難以觸摸的一件事，而且我也沒有信心去面對。
信心本來是有的，可是一次一次的打擊不單止令我再沒有本事去笑，更遑論以玩世不恭的態去玩完這一生即罷。看來我連那小小的玩樂也好似在攻心計，現在自己觀予，只能說心之所悲也。

還沒說到未來，就已像把過去寫得如此悲涼。其實我的命一點也不悲，只是我的心卻悲得很。有些人很樂觀，常常說「天跌下來當被cump」， 可是我呢，事事只從一個很直觀的角度去分析理解一個現象，對其他人只有一個笑兩口的虛偽態度，可是口沒遮欄的我也卻常常得罪別人，根本，不是一個正常人可以做到的爛。

還不只這樣。我還是一個很偏執的一個人。平常的我是一塊圖章，只要我沒有所謂的東西，即使有點過分的我也會照做。有個某某對我的評語說得好，我是一個很「君子」，很彬彬有禮的人，對對，在君子無爭方面我是做很足了，可是我六藝也會不了一藝，字面上的確我不是一個君子，可是平常那個的我根本是孔融，讓來讓去，自己什麼也不去做就好像最好了啦。那個名不見傳的我，偏執的那一個我卻在人生大道理，學識問題等等上出現呢...

今天看了看Wisenews，有一篇很有趣的文章。
他是說，中國人要以東風壓倒、打倒西風。文中一句真到肉：「how are you? how old are you?」 解作「怎麼是你？怎麼老是你 ？」的中國式英文(Chingish)文化之俯拾皆是，不是倒什麼都好?

今天冇溫過書乜嚌....
冇法子~~不想就是不想
反而做了很多無聊嘢。
Anyway我一向都係gum~~

nearly八點先到Causeway Bay，nearly比人話，anyway食左飯，買左個TXXXXXXXXD的鈄袋...都唔會太出眾，啱我依個「陶潛/10」。

序；

常不知為什麼我會這樣。
明明自己講過D咩之後唔記得左就當冇講過。
可是這樣子我也不會幫得到自己。
完~~

Why I am?
我，為什麼是我？我是誰？就像「我思，故我在」(I think, therefore Ｉ am) 一般只有高深的哲理才會解答得到的問題，我好像又改了所，成「為什麼我在？」
「有人生你出來咪我在lor!」但之所以我，會有自我的認知，不知不覺自我的中心，是一個很好的問題。之所以如此，阿理仕多德在幾千年前已開始討論這個問題了，可是答案？不會有吧？蘇軾在《題西林壁》此絕中題：「不識廬山真面目，只緣身在此山中」，正正可以用在這個問題上。用人的腦袋去想像人之所以然，本來是有點兒不自量力，但當廬山也能被衛星拍得全貌之時，我不知道這個問題會否有一個完整的解答。

Victor 話：「點訓..8點起身...食個包就去左黃竹坑....跑左幾個圈就餓到咕咕聲...=___="""" 所以先跑左9個字」...我yesterday+today先有9個字...唉...

For so long I have ever been using English to write something good. Please forgive my grammar mistakes. I am glad that I could write something meaningful...

ONE. I waked up so late that I nearly could have a "lunch". Seems to me that lunch is the most important meal on a day, in Hong Kong. Then I went to "中藝" to look for something for my host family... of course something affordable. Christmas is coming...

TWO. After the non-existing shopping, I need to head on North Point for a section of Pure Math tutorial. It seems that certain teacher has no or minimal skills on teaching, logically and meaningfully; however, I am not pointing my finger to anybody in particular.
Then when I was in Wanchai MTR station, I hit the customer services center to activate the student discount thing, but they failed to do that simply because they used my old Outopus number. The person in charge told me to dial the hot line and I did, and they said they needed a day to update the record. That sucks. So what next?
There were a a train dispatcher there pointing me to the right hand side. What the hell is the purpose? After that I got up to a train. Then when the train pit-stopped at Causeway Bay Station there was two 14-to-15-year-old girl got on the train cart. They weren't really noticeable at first, but then they lean against the doors. When the train stopped at Fortress Hill Station, they fell, literally, like slipped, haha.

THREE. When I was in North Point it was just about 5 minutes before the tutorial class started. I called Kevin to see where the hell the tutorial center was. It was just the right time when I finally got there.

FOUR. Seems the lesion was okay. It was a little bit boring, but I didn't fall asleep as I did in school. Happy, joyful for that.
Just one bad comments: the teacher likes curial language too much.

FIVE: Anyway just another bad dinner having food from Happywood. The veges takes like gum...

SIX: In the middle of watching the TV programme on US civial war submarine research (recoverery of a submarine), I decided to do some running down the street. I did, only for 15 minutes. I would perform better than that in tomorrow!

P.S. Seems my English is much boring than my Chinese, too much..... Sorry for you guys to read my bad writing.